Perfect Monday blues..:(

"Monday blues"- something that most of the working world talks about..But is it categorized? Well i was unaware of it!!!..possibility that either i never bothered or i tried to keep myself busy throughout the week :).[well the chances that i never bothered is more real:) ]. After a weekend trip to Kerala when i returned back home, i found that my home was as if ,dipped in dust bag and kept aside. There were layers of dust inside the house(as well). Before even thinking of cleaning my self, i had to clean the whole house. I am an incorrigible cleaner and as also i am allergic to dust..I just had to finish cleaning!!!..I thought by cleaning the floors nd stuff it should be fine...Quietly that day went through without any more strife.
The very next day i just had to push the curtains that again there was a storm of dust all over me & this time it was severe..i was sneezing..sneezing..sneezing and sneezing [aaaacheeeeee...aaacheeee...ufff aaaacheeee!!!!]..And i decided to fight back (yes indeed a fight..and the enemy is DUST),...All the curtains in the house was dumped into the washing machine and all the windows were vacuum cleaned...In 2 days the house was immaculately clean " spick and span".It was a relief even though i was down with cold for another 2 -3 days...Although the cleaning was with a purpose..i never knew how that week got over as out of excitement i did all at once..I was so busy that i enjoyed every bit of doing my work...Cleaning, ironing, washing, reading.. i was so packed that i didn't have the time to think poppycock (rubbish)!!...by the end of the week i didn't have any thing to do...i was done with all my work..On Monday morning after sending raj to office..i didn't know what to do..even reading was uninteresting and irksome..hated watching tv...even sleeping what dreary and bleak ..I just didn't know what to do and praying for the day to end soon...For no reason i was irritated to the core...i could nd would have bashed and pounded on someone if they played with me...Knowing that i was nd may be in with the so called 'Monday blues', i just didn't want to believe it. It felt like a disease to me and i was feeling sick..Also i had to attend a reception and didn't feel like getting decked up..but forcibly i did.and went for the party with my hubby...On the way, i told him about my feelings..and he tried to comfort me...by providing me reasons to it..which at that point was sounding strange and alien to me..I was wondering what crap is he talking about...Also being conscious that i was in some dirty mood i was able to hold myself back and not respond (well that's something favourable to me...i can sometime simply not react); and repeating constantly to my self that i just have to wait for another few more hours and the day will end..soooooooooooooon...Well yes the day never ended sooon...with few more botheration's i somehow managed to close my eyes.and of course praying and hoping to meet a new tomorrow....and never to strike with any blues ever!!!!
goodnight..sweetdreams.....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!