missed chance...

There was once a chance that i didn't take.A chance that might have changed everything about me. A chance that might have been good on me or pushed me in hell. A chance if taken may have made my loved ones proud or left them sorry. A chance that could have changed the perspective of my life. A chance that was afterall a risk worth taken or not at all...
But the fact remains that it was a chance and it has no relevance today and should not have.Have you ever noticed that things that are not supposed to be yours are always tempting/attractive. It always looks good.Its a fantacy to own that.
Life gives everyone so many opportunities to take a chance and chanllenge your guts. But not all of them is meant for you. Some of them favours you and some don't. But the ones that doesnt, are the ones that helps you walk ahead in life with confidence. It helps you realise your weakness and excell them. Its an advatage.And the ones that you missed was not meant for you at all.....SO don't pause...keep moving in life...your next chance is waiting for you and make sure it is not missed.....:)

~cwp 19~

Veda..

Veda is a passionate girl. And she is quite fond of her family. For her family tops the lists of priority in life. She is the most lively, well-mannered ,talented , brilliant and the beautiful daughter of her parents and every other family desires to have a daughter like her until ......that one night when she makes a decision to shield her family from the dark secrets that's about to cleave the family bonding. And the decision is a curse on her. However, without any woe she not only accepts it but finds herself in love with it. A complex life which is made beautiful .......!

P.S .....thoughts about a girl ...just briefed...




~cwp 24~

Far away

Holidaying myself-Now this isn't easy and this is not something that i have actually ever done. But let me give a try. The fact about life that i learnt is that its a cluster of responsibilities..and it keeps growing.No matter how much i try and cut down my work load from my real life to relax myself, once out of parental shell, the responsibilities has no full stop. Sometimes it becomes so abundant that to remember myself as a human being is lost completely. Realization happens when someone aims at you and pour in their knowledge about health and related stuff or when my body send signals of not working anymore.
And this is LIFE. Is it???
Well, not particularly,i consider it subjective. Take for instance , if i had servants to take charge of cooking,cleaning,washing, ironing, maintaining and may be even looking after my kids, what am i left with ...absolutely nothing.Then possibly i might have thought of holidaying  near some beach , partying with my friends and giving my body the much needed massage at a spa. Relaxing my already relaxed mind/body .Enjoying my life without any idea of how otherwise this would have happened ?
But then its 'if'. And since i don't fall in that line..My life is indeed a cluster of responsibilities. And i need the much needed capsule named 'break'. Only to bring back the drained energy in me to be able to carry the load.....Lets see where can i start from.OK ..hmmm....well ...there is this place (no clue of its existance) which  i have been dreaming since my childhood. Its quite special for me. When i close my  eyes i see myself  standing near a  church that is surrounded with rich colours of nature. The breeze is so soft and light that when it passes by i close my eyes and i can feel its tender lips over my eyes.I feel light.I can hear birds chirping and its musical. Soothing away my ears.My heart is flying. I feel happy,eternal. There is no one around, yet i feel as if someone is talking to me.I talk , i cry .I love myself then. Its beautiful.I am all alone yet i am happy. I drive back on the roads that has no crowd. I can see cattle's on the near by farm. I can see mountains.The air is so fresh that i can get its taste. Its sunny yet its cool. I see crystal clear water finding its way over the pebbles towards its end.  Oh  how i wish if i was now at this beautiful place .
I have no idea if such a place ever exists. But i love this place. Its still in my dreams and hope i get to be there one day......far away.






~cwp 16~