just another day...

Let me not think about planning out something.I have done that enough and seen myself end up in not being able to do it.Well...to clarify its not as in i cannot...its just that feel helpless. So i decided to prepare myself for certain things which again is a part of my planning. Isn't it complicated??? I mean i am here trying not to plan anything and ends up doing the same..!Duh...

Apparently keeping my self  glued to books and books and movies.....

Pain.....

And the pain continues. Yes! wheather i am careful or careless, the pain that i will have to carry all my life had to sow its seed and so yet another fall . This one i know for sure is going to give me the hardest unberable pain in future.And if you are thinking that i did not use medications, then let me justify it, my stars were not  with me .The medical shop closed and also couldn apply any balm as nature knocked my doors and there too i could not stop whats on its way. So what do i do know...?? Still undergo medications  hoping that atleast to some degree i should be able to lessen the unpleasant feeling that is going to be conveyed to my brain by sensory neurons.

p.s... To see the future and not be able to do something about it, is a naked feeling.