Far away

Holidaying myself-Now this isn't easy and this is not something that i have actually ever done. But let me give a try. The fact about life that i learnt is that its a cluster of responsibilities..and it keeps growing.No matter how much i try and cut down my work load from my real life to relax myself, once out of parental shell, the responsibilities has no full stop. Sometimes it becomes so abundant that to remember myself as a human being is lost completely. Realization happens when someone aims at you and pour in their knowledge about health and related stuff or when my body send signals of not working anymore.
And this is LIFE. Is it???
Well, not particularly,i consider it subjective. Take for instance , if i had servants to take charge of cooking,cleaning,washing, ironing, maintaining and may be even looking after my kids, what am i left with ...absolutely nothing.Then possibly i might have thought of holidaying  near some beach , partying with my friends and giving my body the much needed massage at a spa. Relaxing my already relaxed mind/body .Enjoying my life without any idea of how otherwise this would have happened ?
But then its 'if'. And since i don't fall in that line..My life is indeed a cluster of responsibilities. And i need the much needed capsule named 'break'. Only to bring back the drained energy in me to be able to carry the load.....Lets see where can i start from.OK ..hmmm....well ...there is this place (no clue of its existance) which  i have been dreaming since my childhood. Its quite special for me. When i close my  eyes i see myself  standing near a  church that is surrounded with rich colours of nature. The breeze is so soft and light that when it passes by i close my eyes and i can feel its tender lips over my eyes.I feel light.I can hear birds chirping and its musical. Soothing away my ears.My heart is flying. I feel happy,eternal. There is no one around, yet i feel as if someone is talking to me.I talk , i cry .I love myself then. Its beautiful.I am all alone yet i am happy. I drive back on the roads that has no crowd. I can see cattle's on the near by farm. I can see mountains.The air is so fresh that i can get its taste. Its sunny yet its cool. I see crystal clear water finding its way over the pebbles towards its end.  Oh  how i wish if i was now at this beautiful place .
I have no idea if such a place ever exists. But i love this place. Its still in my dreams and hope i get to be there one day......far away.






~cwp 16~